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I have had the unique pleasure of hearing this esteemed speaker and expert on leadership address several conferences and young leaders. This is a new piece from him that seemed of interest to share. Here is a piece he shares on forgiveness and leadership.
Drew Dudley, on forgiveness and Leadership:
I’m almost 36 years old, and I’ve been to the funerals of 15 of my friends. I’ve been to only six weddings.
I’ve learned a lot from the people I’ve lost.
When I was 19 years old, my parents let me host the
last-day-of-school party (the one that’s been recreated in countless
high school comedy movies) at our place on the lake. I remember leaning
against the cottage, snapping a photo of two of my friends as they
snuggled watching the sun set, and lamenting out loud how I didn’t have
someone special in my life.
My friend Scott, one of those musician/athletes with the perfect left
brain/right brain balance, sat quietly next to me for a moment before
saying, “Drew, for a guy who has a lot going for him, you spend a lot of
time talking about the things that you don’t have.”
The Person You Are
Too young to recognize the value of a friend who tells you what you need to hear instead of what you want to hear, I shot back:
“You just think I have a lot going for me! You don’t know what it’s like to have all this pressure!
To have everyone telling you how much they expect you to accomplish in
your life! You don’t know what it’s like to try to live up to what
everyone wants!”
Scott looked at me for what seemed like an awfully long time.
Finally, he said quietly, “Drew, you don’t give your friends enough
credit. We don’t care about you because of the guy that you might
become one day. We care about you because of the person you are now.
You should try doing the same thing.”
A few weeks later, Scott was rear-ended while driving our friend Tim to work. Both of them were killed instantly.
Profoundly Valuable Lessons
When I got a job at my university bar, a young man by the name of
Jason Abraham worked with me on Tuesday nights. He was tremendously
well-liked on campus, and I asked him once why so many people seemed to
be drawn to him.
With a laugh he told me that, “I just try to avoid doing
things that might cause me to have to say ‘I’m sorry’. I’ve found the
best way to do that is simple: every time you talk about someone, act as
if they’re standing directly behind you. Your life gets exponentially
better.”
In
late February of 2000, Jason was diagnosed with stomach cancer, and was
gone less than a month later, a few days short of his 24
th birthday.
Never diminish the person you are in the name of what you hope to
become. Speak of people in a way you’ll never be ashamed to have
heard. Two profoundly valuable lessons I learned from people who never
got to become the people they were going to be. The thirteen others
that were taken too soon left me with equally important insights that
shape me to this day. I share their wisdom wherever I can, especially
to remind young people to avoid a mistake I made: assuming their value
to the world can only be delivered “one day” instead of today.
No Universal Measuring Unit for Pain
Recently, after a presentation where I shared some of these stories, a young woman approached me.
“Drew, I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed your
presentation,” she said. “And to let you know that I feel terrible for
all of the pain you’ve gone through in your life.”
We began chatting for a few minutes, and she began to share some of
her own powerful stories. She was an international student studying in
British Columbia, but before she had come to Canada, war in her home
country had forced her family into a refugee camp, where she lost both
her parents and her grandparents to illness.
Stunned, I asked her, “How can you say you feel terrible for the pain I’ve had in my life, when yours so obviously dwarfs mine?”
“Well,” she said, “I’ve discovered that there is no universal
measuring unit for pain. Hurt just hurts. So why bother comparing
it?”
“The more important lesson I’ve learned about pain,” she continued,
“is that only hurt people hurt others. So if I want to be the type of
person who does not hurt others, I have to let go of the things that
have hurt me. I have to heal.”
Only hurt people hurt others.
As I sat on the plane home after that conversation, I realized the
profound implication of accepting that fundamental truth: leaders must
heal in order to lead. We have to let go of the things that have hurt
us to ensure that they don’t rise up and cause pain to someone else. I
realized that meant that leaders have to forgive.
The problem is that can be tremendously difficult, because the reason
we allow so many conflicts to go unresolved is because we want to win.
We feel as if someone has wronged us in some way, and though the
continuing conflict sucks value from our lives, we’re not willing to
finally put it to rest, to forgive, until someone acknowledges that we
were right. That we rightly “won”.
The most inspiring leaders I know aren’t interested in
winning—they’re interested in succeeding. I think it’s crucial to
remember that sometimes success is not possible if we insist on winning.
There is no weakness in forgiveness. In fact, I think that leadership often begins only where forgiveness begins.
I’ve lost too many people in ways that I cannot control to not tell
anyone who will listen that if you can save a relationship, business or
personal, simply by saying “I’m sorry” or hearing “I’m sorry” (and the
latter is often harder than the former), do it. The fact is that most
people reading this will have someone who is no longer in your life who
you wish still was, and the only reason they’re not is you haven’t been
able to say “I’m sorry”, or hear “I’m sorry”.
And guess what? That’s making you a less effective leader. I’m not saying it’s making you an ineffective leader – but it is making you less than what you can be.
Forgiveness
The difficulty for me? I’m not good at forgiveness. As I sat on that
plane flying home, realizing that I could never be the leader I wanted
to be without letting go of some of the things that have hurt me, I was
rocked by the fact that I simply couldn’t do it. There were certain
people I wasn’t yet ready to forgive; certain feelings I couldn’t yet
let go; even though I knew I had to. That remains true to this day.
I’ve shared this idea in a number of
places and have often been told that’s the problem: forgiveness isn’t
something we can just “do” sometimes. Recognizing its importance is one
thing, acting to make it a reality is another.
The fact is this article isn’t to tell you that you need to let go of
everything that’s ever hurt you, and everyone who has ever wronged you,
right this moment. However, what I think we need to do is recognize
just how powerfully important it is to do it as soon as possible.
How important it is to ask ourselves each day, “am I ready to forgive? Am I ready to make myself and my life better?”
Questions are Powerful
The answer may not be yes today, it may not be yes tomorrow, it may not be yes for a long, long time.
However, I am convinced that recognizing the importance of the
question
is a crucial step in leadership. I believe that the answer to a
question asked every day will come faster than to a question asked every
week, or month, or year.
Questions
are powerful in leadership. Even in the times they don’t bring us
answers, they remind us of the importance of seeking them.
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